Sex always felt awkward. It was something that I was interested in, but after the flirtation I would become detached.
It came predictably from a lifetime of insecurities about my body - and at times the idea of someone touching my body in any way (let alone a sexual way) made my skin crawl.
Essentially - In my honest experience sex had rarely been good.
When the idea of Webcam Modelling surfaced, it seemed easy enough. Although I had never been naked on a webcam before, I thought that it wouldn't be too hard.
So I paid a friend a bottle of wine to take naked photos of me, made an account on one of the most popular 'Camming' websites (MyFreeCams.com), and logged on for the first time at the end of March 2014. And although I anticipated creepy men, freaky fetishes, and a lot of masturbating, nothing could have prepared me for what was to come.
I had no idea that my feelings about kink, sex, and the entire sex industry were about to dramatically shift.
Stay tuned,
Alex.
It came predictably from a lifetime of insecurities about my body - and at times the idea of someone touching my body in any way (let alone a sexual way) made my skin crawl.
Essentially - In my honest experience sex had rarely been good.
When the idea of Webcam Modelling surfaced, it seemed easy enough. Although I had never been naked on a webcam before, I thought that it wouldn't be too hard.
So I paid a friend a bottle of wine to take naked photos of me, made an account on one of the most popular 'Camming' websites (MyFreeCams.com), and logged on for the first time at the end of March 2014. And although I anticipated creepy men, freaky fetishes, and a lot of masturbating, nothing could have prepared me for what was to come.
I had no idea that my feelings about kink, sex, and the entire sex industry were about to dramatically shift.
Stay tuned,
Alex.